My digestive track and I have always had a complicated relationship. I have been living with IBSD for over 10 years. Have had flares of gastritis and SIBO. A year ago I added another thing to the list of challenges with my digestive track… gastroparesis. Over the past year I have had some ups and… Continue reading Things have have helped me living with gastroparesis
The last few years I have been in this strange off and on kick of trying to be a crunchy mom…. only to find myself then wanting to do a 180 turn to wanting to be the pleasing esthetic mom who may or may not have bought a bottle of pink watermelon scented cleaner because… Continue reading Crunchy imposter? Or slow and stable?
I love the idea of romanticizing life. I especially love the idea when life is feeling especially hard. When you are in a season where you just feel like you can never win no matter how you try. Or when you’re living in a reality that you want to change but for whatever reason are… Continue reading How to Romanticize Your Life…Even When its Hard
This year I developed Gastroparesis. I won’t comment on why as right now I really don’t know. I have suspicions but until I speak with my doctor and possibly go thru more testing I really don’t know. I have had to learn to deal with this through a lot of trial and error. It has… Continue reading Living with Gastroparesis
I’m not thriving in my current season. I’m at the point I’m not even trying to. I’m just trying to make it from sunrise to sunset in one piece. As I write this it’s 435am . I’m sitting in the couch with my son to be 3 year old watching Paw Patrol because I’ve given… Continue reading I’m Surviving Not Thriving
December 3rd 2024… first attempt. Weight : I started with coffee and sugar free creamer which is not carnivore especially not the elimination diet I’m aiming for but as luck would have it my daughter wine up throwing up and I knew it would be a long day. So I accepted this would help me… Continue reading Carnivore Day One
Sometimes I look back at myself and wonder how I’m that same person in the mirror. Some days I see glimpses. Some days I feel like myself. Some days I don’t feel like i could be any further. My body looks and feels different. My soul looks and feels different. I am physically in the… Continue reading Still Learning
I am currently sitting in the waiting room of my littlest loves therapy office..eating one of the worst meals I’ve ever prepped myself. It was 10am and I had barely managed to drink my coffee. I am thankful recent illness turned me into an iced coffee only kinda girl because it’s easier to keep my… Continue reading My current reality
I’m starting to think that I owe myself an apology. As I’ve stated before I’m back in therapy. A little while back while trying to unpack some stuff and get a better idea of my motivation in life I was given a simple but profound assignment. My assignment was to list out times in my… Continue reading To Myself
When I was 34… I declared that 36 was going to be my year. I thought then that by 36 I’d have myself figured out. Last weekend marked the half way point of my 36th trip around the sun. And if I’m being honest with myself….I can’t tell you if it will go down in… Continue reading 36
