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No clue. My body seems to go up and down and I’m not sure how to make sense of it. Maybe it just really likes chicken wings?

I’m feeling it more today. I’m a bit anxious. I am struggling.

My daughter begged to go to Sonic this morning. She’s a character. She loves corn-less corndogs… she has me ” open” them by taking off the cornbread… so it ends up a hot dog on a stick. The woman recognized us and I caved and ordered. No drink or any other goodies with it but the biggest so heavy burrito… it was good… I normally don’t get anything on a corndog run but I was weak…. I was oddly hungry for 9am.

Around 11am I need to pick up my 1st grader from school. While he had been ok the day before he spiked a slight fever again at school. On the way home all the cravings hit. I desperately wanted something .

When we got home I went into the kitchen. Desperately wanting something sweet I cut up a bunch of strawberries. They were good….. didn’t quite satisfy the craving. I wish they did… but I would be lying. For lunch I heated up the leftover sausage peppers and onions. I ate until I was full…. but yet for some reason all I wanted was chocolate. I wasn’t hungry….. at all…. but I had an intense craving for chocolate.

I made baked chicken with tortellini for dinner. Some ate plain and some of us ate with pesto. I know some foods I need to be careful with…because as I was cleaning up from dinner I found myself picking at the cold tortellini as I was putting it away.

I drank too big of an iced coffee before bed. … I should not have. For anyone unfamiliar with bladder health coffee is a bladder irritant…. even decaf. It took me a bit too long to fall asleep because I needed to get up and go into the bathroom so much. It took care of my chocolate cravings but I know it was because of the chocolate syrup in it.